Monday, March 1, 2010

monday blues





If these pictures look like I'm out of it, then they're telling the truth.
"out of it" is only a fraction of the problem.

Today was hard.  One of the hardest days I have had in a while.  I guess an optimism high only lasts for so long, then ED catches on and rains on the parade.  I've explored some of the deepest darkest depths of my mind today, something I'd rather not partake in.  But, you gotta do what you gotta do.  Things happen, you have to withstand them or else they will knock the wind out of you.  However, that doesn't make up for the fact that I'm getting these thoughts put into my head about how I should "go back to how I used to be", in the wise words of ED.

mondays were never my best, anyways.
how was yours?

On a much, much lighter note -- I get my license in a month and a half.  So if you are out driving, you might want to watch out ;)  I kid, I kid.  I'm a pretty decent driver if I do say myself.
not quite as BA as this chick, though.

As you can see, I am keeping up with my challenge, no boots for moi!

Have a wonderful night, loves.
xoxo




20 comments:

  1. love the jeans! I hope you feel better son, lovely!

    But just think! Your gonna be free wheeling in a few short days!

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  2. I noticed the outfit... doing good Emily. No boots for today. I love your jeans.

    Emily, I always believe that a person won't be given any challenges that he/she can't handle... and as the saying goes... this too shall pass. xoxo

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  3. Emily, I promise you that you have the perserverance together through this. Optimism does only last so long- but the same goes for distress. Emotions come and go. Rely on yourself- Emily, not Ed- and you an get through this! Keep fighting, we are all behind you!

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  4. PS your challenge is helping me expand my fashion choices by ten gamillion <3

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  5. it always stops me dead in my tracks to realize how poignantly articulate you are...and you can't even drive yet. holy sh*t girl, you are going to explode blossom shoot over the moon into the most amazing woman...you'rre already almost there :) chin up honey, it will get better!
    and yes on the f.talk subject on my blog. For sure, love your attidtudE!

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  6. feel better! i understand mondays really really suck.

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  7. Yeah, I hate mondays too, but I love your jeans!
    <3 Dana
    www.dailydoseofdana.tumblr.com

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  8. mondays will be mondays, frequently downer days. Sometimes just a teeny step back will give you a HUGE lunge forward. Don't let your thoughts get to you! My monday was not superb either.

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  9. My dear, we will push through those awful days!
    In the mean time, maybe it will help you if you explore the deepest depths of your closet?
    Monday's are stupid, the shouldn't even exist!

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  10. Cute flats! I swear I had some similar ones once but I have no idea what happened to them. Didn't even get to wear them once.

    Those awful days blow but they help make the rest of your days seem so much brighter! At least that's what I like to pretend. ;)

    My Monday was pretty decent but no worries, they are usually quite hated.

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  11. oh darling, i'm so sorry you had a not so wonderful monday :[ gosh, mondays are seriously the WORST aren't they? i hope tomorrow goes a bit better for you! you can turn this around sweetums! love you <3

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  12. You are so stylish; I love it! Those jeans are perfect. I'm so sorry about your less-than-stellar Monday. I hope your Tuesday is terrific! -Kylee

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  13. sweetheart plesae take care of yourself- im worried about you :( don't be afraid to seek out xtra help if you need it . you are so beautiful.

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  14. check out the tude in the first pic...you are one fierce lil mama!

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  15. I hope you're feeling okay now :(

    Those jeans are rocking my world!

    xoxo

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  16. I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Hope today was better than yesterday! Just keep moving forward and stay strong.

    You look adorable as always!

    ~ Catherine

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  17. nadiaa blanchard!March 2, 2010 at 9:41 PM

    soo i felt like brushing up on your blog for the first time ion a few months (sorry!) and let me just tell you you are beautiful and your pictures have gotten so creative and model-like! keep up the good work. i love youu :)

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  18. These photos of you are amazing, as usual, you're astonishingly pretty. I cannot believe you don't have a string of male followers after you. Hmm :/

    Anyway, I've figured out that you look like Amy Adams. That's your celebrity doppelganger!

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